STILL MISSING JAPAN...

I miss Japan a lot. I miss the culture, the people, the sights, but mostly being close to Ruther and forming wonderful memories. I feel very sad and when I look at all the photos we took while we were there. It was such a great thing, living together in Japan. We learned how to live, just the 4 of us. We never got to do that in Manila because we live with Ruther's parents. But in Japan, it was wonderful. Sure, Ruther's company takes care of the monthly rent and utilities (to a certain extent) but after our trip to Japan I realized, it was not so scary being on our own. Before we experienced this, I had qualms about migration plans (reasons for leaving the Philippines will take too much space here but ask me again next time) because I was worried that the boys would have a hard time adjusting, that we might not adapt to the new place, that we would all be stressed out, etc. But living in Japan opened my eyes to the possibility that it could work for us. It DID work for us actually. So maybe migrating is not as scary as I first thought. Hopefully, that is in God's plan for us. I just really want us to be together already. The boys are growing fast and I'm sure Ruther does not want to be constantly away from us. So maybe in the next few years or so we will see ourselves living happily in a new country.