Tuesday, December 05, 2006

June 15, 2005

WEIGHT PAIN


Losing weight for me is like taking one step forward and two steps back. Yes, it frustrates the hell out of me. My body structure is not like my sister`s. Nor is it like my mother`s. I don`t know why i had to be 7 pounds when i was born. Really, is it my fault that i am big boned? Sigh. I DO get jealous of those lithe model bodies on tv. I get pissed when i see a slim mother with 5 children in magazines. Why me? Why do i have to endure the grunting and panting pain of exercise just to lose a few pounds? Why do i have these excess fat on my arms, thighs and ass just after 2 pregnancies? Sigh. Maybe this is God`s way of telling me to get a move on. To be more active and to be more focused on others than myself. Hmm. That may be a good idea. Instead of looking good on the outside, i suppose i should feel good on the inside. After all, this surely beats exercising on my own and sweating like a pig...

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