ANTICIPATION

For Ruther
(Oct. 26, 2007)


My days were all full of sadness
Not to mention a bit of madness
When months before we parted ways
Which left me in a perpetual daze

This parting keeps tearing me apart
I feel the pain with each beat of my heart
My tears spill from all of me
I cannot think or hear or see

I close my eyes and think of you
And my senses all tingle anew
The days pass by and so I yearn
and anticipate my love's return.

I'm lost without you, I don't know what to do
I never knew I could be this blue
I've missed you through goodbyes and hellos
I've missed you more than you'll ever know

I can't wait to be in your arms
And once more be filled with your charms
When we kiss I'll know for sure
That my lonely heart is finally cured.